Chloe

Sometimes, the Lord does things in His childrens’ lives that we don’t understand. There are times when it can make us question His goodness or His plan. Sometimes the Lord gives us glimpses of those plans; sometimes He doesn’t. The struggles in those times are real, deep, and heartfelt. Walt & Annie Manis share their struggles with infertility, transparently, in this video that documents their journey. It was such an encouragement to see them discuss their highs and lows, their wrestling with the Lord’s will, and the Lord’s constant love and care for them.

I pray that this is an encouragement to you!

For years, Walt and Annie struggled with infertility, but in a single moment they realized that God was writing a beautiful story for them that was over 20 years in the making.

The Valley of Vision

vov Lord, high and holy, meek and lowly, Thou hast brought me to the valley of vision, where I live in the depths but see Thee in the heights; hemmed in by mountains of sin I behold Thy glory. Let me learn by paradox that the way down is the way up, that to be low is to be high, that the broken heart is the healed heart, that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit, that the repenting soul is the victorious soul, that to have nothing is to possess all, that to bear the cross is to wear the crown, that to give is to receive, that the valley is the place of vision. Lord, in the daytime stars can be seen from deepest wells, and the deeper the wells the brighter Thy stars shine; let me find Thy light in my darkness, Thy life in my death, Thy joy in my sorrow, Thy grace in my sin, Thy riches in my poverty, Thy glory in my valley.

From The Valley of Vision, A Collection of Puritan Prayers & Devotions

Meeting God (A Prayer from “Valley of Vision”)

“Valley of Vision” is a collection of Puritan prayers. I read it often, using many of its prayers to ‘jumpstart’ my own. This is one of my favorite ones from the book. I especially like the sentence that says, I bless Thee that great sin draws out great grace, that, although the lest sin deserves infinite punishment because done against an infinite God, yet there is mercy for me, for where guilt is most terrible, there Thy mercy in Christ is most free and deep. That is so beautiful to me and a great reminder of Truth – As a believer in Christ, I can not ‘out-sin’ God’s grace (however I should never try to either!). I am just so grateful for God’s mercy and grace shown to me through His Son, Jesus Christ.

Meeting God

Great God, in public and private, in sanctuary and home, may my life be steeped in prayer, filled with the spirit of grace and supplication, each prayer perfumed with the incense of atoning blood. Help me, defend me, until from praying ground I pass to the realm of unceasing praise. Urged by my need, invited by Thy promises, called by Thy Spirit, I enter Thy presence, worshipping Thee with godly fear, awed by Thy majesty, greatness, glory, but encouraged by Thy love.

I am all poverty as well as all guilt, having nothing of my own with which to repay Thee, but I bring Jesus to Thee in the arms of faith, pleading His righteousness to offset my iniquities, rejoicing that He will weigh down the scales for me, and satisfy thy justice. I bless Thee that great sin draws out great grace, that, although the lest sin deserves infinite punishment because done against an infinite God, yet there is mercy for me, for where guilt is most terrible, there Thy mercy in Christ is most free and deep. Bless me by revealing to me more of His saving merits, by causing Thy goodness to pass before me, by speaking peace to my contrite heart; strengthen me to give Thee no rest untiI Christ shall reign supreme within me in every thought, word, and deed, in a faith that purifies the heart, overcomes the world, works by love, fastens me to Thee, and ever clings to the cross.

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